I'm in Love

In LOVE.

El
Oh
Vee
Ee

AMOR
AMORE

Damn. This seems too simple. I don't understand how we get along so well, but we do. We don't fight. We don't smother each other. I just want to be around him and he feels the same.

It's nice.
If this continues, well...who knows...

As a crazed Hispanic woman, I'm already making mental arrangements.
I still want to go to Chicago.

Something tells me that he would follow me.
I feel that we are similar, we just want to love and be loved and show our love to the other person and have the other person do the same.

But does he love me?

Of course, I'm not dense enough to voice my emotion.
Danger follows, especially having it be this soon.

But I've been blessed with the ability to know what I want and know how I feel. Fickle as I was before with other boys, this one is a sure thing. I'm not letting go of him anytime soon.

I just want him to say it. We mention how we love aspects of each other, almost tip-toeing around the issue, but nothing head on.

Not my usual method, but again, with things of this nature, one must be delicate. Boys don't want to feel suffocated. Boys don't wan't to feel pressured. Boys might just say it as a response and not mean it.

I want him to say it.
I want him to mean it.

But I know it will be awhile.

When I was with my first boyfriend, he mentioned it in passing after two months of going out. Do I have to wait another month? I guess the issue is the fact that my current boyfriend and I haven't been going out for that long, which would make it seem like I'm jumping the gun in reality.

But again, I'm full of passion and emotion. This is dangerous, but the fact that I'm self aware and self assured makes me lack any doubt.

Who knows. I know he feel greatly for me. For now, I think I'll take that.