Why Dealing With Virgins is Such a Turnoff.

God dammit.

I know you like me.
You know I like you.

You even said to me, "I like what we have now" concerning a platonic relationship, I didn't freak out.
Granted I might want more. I want romance. I want to be held. I want to be loved. I want something with substance.

But I understand things have to lead up to that. I'm willing to wait. I'm willing to date. I'm willing to abide by your rules.

But YOU have to instigate the forward motion. Turn the wheel. Take the lead. Listen to the motivational cliche's that instigate going forward.

As crazy as I get. As much I analyze it, will it matter?
It's summer. It seems like a failed attempt. I'm willing to start something and come back to it to rekindle our crushes.
But are you?

Probably not.
I have the worst luck when it comes to boy opportunities.

It's just another sign from God.

You're beautiful. Don't forget it. Here's some self-esteem and flattery.
But focus on your education and career pursuits.
Because romance isn't in your life.

Or for that matter, platonic sexual tension.

For your enjoyment.