Boycentric, Yes. But maybe it's okay.

Despite summer.
Despite his exams.
Despite everything.

I would like to think he really likes me.

I have no problem with it being platonic.
Not now. I wonder how he feels about kissing. cuddling. hand holding.
Just affection, nothing sexual.

I'm pretty over sex at the moment.

I'm such a sucker. I keep imagining us holding hands, at least the first moment.

GOD I'm such a cheeseball. I can't help it. He's making an effort to hang out with me. I like it.

WHY SUMMER WHY???
At least I prolonged my destination from campus. Last year I learned better than to leave early. It was chaos.

But this time things seem to be going smoothly.
I'm just excited for this last minute crush that seems to be progressing.
It's pretty much exactly what I wanted.
Commitment for the sake of companionship.

I can deal with that without a problem.

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