i wasn't feeling very much appreciated
he 'tried to teach me a lesson'
by leaving me at my house by myself
he knew that I was feeling shitty, didn't even bother to call
went out and got drunk with a friend instead
he says he contributes by getting toiletries and food
but meanwhile, i'm taking showers at the gym so I can have a reduced water bill
and allowing him to use my place for him to shower
he doesn't take the initiative to do things either
i have to tell him
over and over
and when I hve a problem with him
he'll try to be coscience of it
but eventually he'll forget
he isn't clear on how he wants me to express myself when i'm upset
we never do anything
he doesn't even try
and if we do, it's at my urging him to do something
i mean, i was pretty devostated when he went out last night. not that he shouldn't. fuck he needs friends. but the fact that I can't and he doesn't try to think of alternatives or even cares to figure something out with me.
I don't know. I just think I was better off single
i think he's better off without me
i even told him it was over
and he was like 'okay'
for your enjoyment
for your enjoyment
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